Poems

Paris

Sat, 22 Sep 2012 19:51:13 -0700

Forever and fairytales associated when I see you smile,

Reality or fantasy with you is a tremendous view,

An event to be anticipated as you walk down the aisle,

Now, forever with you seems to be never false but true,

Come across as a goddess when it could be perfection as we knew ,

Elegant as can be never less is what you turn into,

Establish a place in our hearts and start anew,

Miracles synonymous with you as I feel no threat,

Beauty beyond every detail like an intricate silhouette,

Enticing lips as you speak makes my knees weak that I can never forget,

Reveal the complexity of your inner most being like a televeision set,

Vintage love as the question then you must be the answer,

Instead of being plain you’re pretty in diversity for every single culture,

Glad you came into my life as a foundation to my broken heart’s posture,

Other than the air I breathe you are all that I need,

Master the plan that I deviced for you to fall for me,

Alter every past as we pass the negativity,

Genuine like cupid’s last blast as our hearts in captivity,

Accept every flaw to an outstanding ability,

Loving you has the most benefit of choice,

I don’t care if my heartbeat makes a rythmic noise, since,

There’s an imaginable passion every time I hear your voice.

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Tue, 21 Aug 2012 06:52:35 -0700

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Glory

Fri, 13 Jan 2012 14:34:56 -0800

I am one of the few that was raised by two amazing people.

It wasn’t a perfect childhood but fuck it, it was on another level.

Taught us to be civil and never fear the devil.

Being grounded is what I really picked up from a few things.

Talk about one day we could rule like Queens and Kings.

What a beautiful feeling that I’m feeling when I dream!

It’s not what it seems, though we made a few mistakes.

We were all together for a prayer. Still together for the dinner.

I was never a great listener but boy, I was a sinner.

My brother has a temper. And the party scene is for our sister.

My father is just a great mind away to be his father.

Changing who I am is silly so I just won’t even bother.

Never judge them for who I turn out to be.

We go to church on sundays as a complete family.

But where did they go wrong to have someone turn out to be like me?

Am I living up to the name?

Or am I fucking up the reign?

Will they be proud of me if they see me now?

Am I really wearing my name out loud?

Or maybe I’m just putting it down.

It’s starting to be gloomy surrounded by these dark clouds.

I tend to be a clown instead of wearing the precious crown,

But my blood flows from the teachings of never laying ground.

Mama I’m sorry! Can you hear me now?!

I’ll take another route. It’s just another gray area in my life.

Let the bad days pass me by.

I’ll find a perfect wife. And together till we die.

If I struggle I’ll just close my eyes. Then look up in the sky.

“Papa, I’m asking you to guide me to the mark of my inception.”

Have a son named after me for my only redemption.

I’m hoping he will be the person I never was.

A great grandson and the great grand son.

Her Poem

Thu, 08 Dec 2011 23:23:24 -0800

I had a terrible nightmare but I didn’t mind.
It was the type of dream where I woke up teary eyed.
But I was fine.
As long as you were there for me to see from time to time.
It keeps intact the motivation that I’ve been hiding from behind.
Sometimes it even keeps my soul alive.
Hoping that one day, once again, atleast in my own dreams, you’d be mine.
I just never wanted to see you go.
That’s why now I’m wishing I was blind.
So I won’t have to see the thievery.
Because stealing you away from me is a crime.
Now that you’re in someone else’s arms and onto a different flow of things.
The princess in my love story has switched into a different show.
Loving you is all I know.
The clouds suddenly turned gray and I’ve lost my true identity.
Then I woke up to see it was a dream, how silly.
But then again you still aren’t with me.
Seems like reality agrees with fantasy but it just isn’t for me.

Audio

Tue, 23 Aug 2011 18:03:39 -0700

Yesterday

Tue, 23 Aug 2011 17:59:17 -0700

I’m sitting down thinking back.

Knowing the past was the past.

And my chances had passed.

Feeling crushed it didn’t last.

Even though we had our blast, the trust has been long gone.

It was wrong to be thinking that forever is a must.

Focused on putting myself back together stitch by stitch.

All I need is a time to heal.

After a long free fall in this Lover’s ditch.

Life has presented the greatest risk.

I took it, then ended with that final kiss.

Huddled up together from dusk ‘til dawn.

Relaxing looking at the sun rise ‘til it sets.

Is one of my favorite memory that could never be drawn.

Plans had changed since then.

Been sitting at the lawn all alone.

It’s a mess but I’m blessed.

always being at the back of my mind is bitter sweet.

Looking for the next puzzle to complete.

It’s insane how I gained another pain.

I can’t wait for the day where I stopped loving you.

The day where I don’t even remember your name.

The day where I found someone else who’s always been true.

I just can’t wait for the day where yesterday is something I can look pass again.

That moment that I can forget about your existence.

But those odds keeps lessen,

for every second of everyday I’ll be thinking…

After all the bullshit exceeded,

After all that we’ve been through,

You were the life I never knew I needed. ‘Til the day that I lost you.

Friends With Benefits

Thu, 28 Jul 2011 13:51:57 -0700

She said she just wanna be my friend,

But then again we just cant stop and stare,

Im aware that we just cant pretend,

That every night she by my side, laughin’ turn to lovin’

You see the flare in her eyes and a flow that’s so nice,

She never really wanna go

And I know everything about her from her head to her toe,

In public all we get’s a passing nod,

Nothing more legit,

Friend’s with benefits but a love that counterfeits,

Slow warm breath as I whisper in her ear,

Kissing the back of her neck down her spine,

By this time, mind is never crystal clear,

No strings attached, so nothing is set in stone,

Falsetto every moan. She may be a freak but I know that she grown.

Miss independent but she naughty so she blown…away.

I hope that she stay, but all she wanna do is play.

So I made love to her. Dig in deeper like its now or never.

Stimulate her mind and aim for the core.

Satisfy all her needs and more.

All over the kitchen floor.

Listening to Jazz but I can see she feeling my Soul.

Tomorrow I’m a friend, but tonight I got the boyfriend’s role.

But a snap back to reality that she may be nothing more.

Or we can make it work. With all her amazing perk.

With just a little smirk, she’s just the perfect flirt.

A buddy of mine we find a way to coexist.

A body that’s so fine I just can’t resist.

She’s a friend with benefits with just a little twist.

Heartbeat

Mon, 20 Jun 2011 22:05:03 -0700

Catch a falling star then start to make a wish,

Heaven is never grotesque but always unpredictable,

Rely on your beauty to lead me to eternal bliss,

If this is how happiness feels like then ‘Forever’ would be probable,

Starting ‘Forever’ each day with one special kiss,

The look in your eyes reminds me each time of how I fell,

Instantly feels like the first day all over again,

Never ending love cast by our very own heart’s spell,

A hope that this reign would never end but maintain its domain,

Knowing that this world will come to an end,

Inevitably spending each minute with you like it’s my last,

Maybe less about the past and more about us,

Trust in me and every problems and obstacles we can both outlast,

Revealing our negative persona still couldn’t make us collide,

A love so potent that another life is implied,

No worries, for everyday a guarantee that I’ll be by your side.

One Call Away

Thu, 05 May 2011 16:54:17 -0700

I wish i was a phone,

So the people I care about can talk to me everyday.

But some of my friends treat me like a bong.

they suck it up, they suck it up,

then blow me away.

I wish I was a phone,

So the girl that I keep thinking about would hold me carefully.

But the girl that I love treats me like a song.

She plays me, She plays me

then skip to a better song.

Damn I wish I was a phone.

To be never forgotten everytime you walk out the door.

and if I was left alone, your day wouldn’t be complete anymore.

but she left me, she left me

because everything I thought was right, in her eyes it was wrong.

If I was a phone,

a missed call would be a call right back.

But I’m not, I’m waiting for your call while looking at the wall…stucked.

For all the things that I’d give just to be a phone.

Another phone fell is another phone caught anxiously.

but I’m not a phone. so when I fall she’s not there to catch me.

Man, I wish I was a phone.

Audio

Thu, 05 May 2011 15:56:58 -0700

If Loving You Is Wrong

Tue, 22 Mar 2011 14:50:55 -0700

pretty young thing is the perfect bright prize

a pleasant device, a conclusion so precise,

surprise for the eyes perfection in disguise,

gotta flow, you have the glow, youre not a hoe,

always on top never below, how could you be so adorable?

forget KC, ‘all my life’ I’ve been looking for a jo.

like a 7/11 store, keep it coming back for more

do a show while you’re walking through the door

if loving you is wrong then im going to hell

reincarnated to see the face in which i fell

feelin like heaven again

then cast that magic spell

loving you a sin,then i must be the devil, who met this pretty angel

its time to be official

caught a bullet from this cupid loving you is lucid

who said? we cant be the duo?

though im not a pro we should grow never slow

if loving you’s a test, i got a 4.0

The Wedding

Mon, 28 Feb 2011 11:26:26 -0800

She got the glow of happiness wrapped around her,

walks down the aisle as you hear people whisper,

“her beauty compliments her smile, i’m looking at her bright future.”

Her parents drowning with tears,

As she stood right next to him nervous without encountering fear,

Everyone feels their love around,

Flash back to where i messed up my chances surrounds,

Put my feet in the ground for there my heart could be found,

Broken, tired, alone, beaten down as it appears,

Meanwhile their eyes both filled with tears of joy while smiling from ear to ear,

I came uninvitend but my intentions were clear,

Since the start all i want is for her to be happy,

Set her free, as long as she’s content with path she chose wisley,

This guy should feel very lucky,

Because seeing her in that bright white gown, all i could think of is…

that could’ve been me.

For You

Fri, 24 Dec 2010 16:22:41 -0800

Never feel like letting go, guide me through your heart’s flow

the beauty and the essence is always on the go

when it comes to you, im soft like a tissue

maybe that’s the issue to think of you when i miss you

if this aint a dream then it must be paradise

you and i as a team will definitley suffice

taking care of you was never an option

what i really have to do, just expressing an emotion

if you’re worried about love

you just can’t deny, there’s a good deal of supply

don’t even ask “why?” im never gonna say goodbye

even if i try, i just cant leave

you made me believe that i can achieve

i’m willing to sacrifice even if i bleed right under my sleeve

as long as you lead we can both agree

if loving you is key

then maybe you should open up your heart for me

MLR

Thu, 02 Sep 2010 13:13:45 -0700

Miracles tend to occur without being expected

Anxiously awaiting on a decision that hangs by a thread,

Recurring sensation has without a doubt been forseen,

Love, faith, trust, and honesty an epidemic being spread,

Outbreak of emotions felt when those eyes were left unseen,

Understand the fact of the matter is youre part of a daily routine,

Enticing lips as you speak makes my knees weak,

Leaning on a beauty so mystique,

Born to be a princess with a unique physique,

Against all odds working on technique to make you fall,

On top of the world, without a word, you can hear my heart call,

Renegade i should be known ‘cause i’m never giving up,

Ongoing mind set that will never stop.

Just another rule, like prevented to be with you, i’m never going to follow,

A fantasy made for a missing angel in a castle

Spotted you to be the missing piece of the puzzle,

Untitled4

Thu, 19 Aug 2010 21:06:32 -0700

Just blow the mellow whistle

On another level, fairytales ruled to be official

Ambition so high for a girl like you,

Never letting up to be miss independent

None of it is true, never to be a player, not even from within,

A dedication out of this world

Motivation non-exsistent in the universe

An impeccable art prevented from the worse curse

Right to be with him, Left to be with me

Yield to every trouble, then stop for a monumental scenery

Leaving wouldn’t really solve anything

Only outcome left the king without the queen

Passing star marks a legitimate destiny

Enchanted on what is true, now i got to follow through

Zero percent chance of me forgetting about you

Mistakes

Tue, 22 Jun 2010 20:39:09 -0700

The darkest cloud comes to hang over me,

sudden stop of heartbeat as it flatlined,

if your love was my only source of air I wouldn’t survive,

watching every scenes wither away,

memories’ vividness turned into gray,

pathetic to be thinking of you everyday,

in these four walls im trapped in feeling blue,

moved on to a greater life that im jealous of is child’s play,

despite the fact i miss everything about you,

i have to move one as much to my dismay,

looking forward in the future with you has desolate,

hopeless, cold, and alone is my upcoming fate,

holding you for the last time would be great,

touching your lips to mine would cause the hate to deflate,

but all of those seems so distant from the choice that youve create,

i love you and i miss you for the last time i say it loud,

what we had was the only mistake I’m proud of,

you’ll always be apart of me i solemnly vowed,

The Curve

Mon, 26 Apr 2010 21:01:11 -0700

Youve done the unthinkable,

must be a set up thought it wasnt probable,

though it was impossible, you did it in a subtle way,

How could you slip away,

When im with you everyday,

Tried to pry open heaven’s gate,

again just to see your face,

wonderful moment in a daze,

but we’re in a different phase,

just like a confusing maze,

your love is the prize in this million dollar race,

its what i live for and im losing the chase,

the taste of glory was decent,

never had a complaint

since the past to the present,

every memory to me seems so recent,

now that I’ve lost you im dealing with a state of shock,

everytime you say you want to wait,

makes me want to trash every clock,

Just Another Love Poem

Wed, 21 Apr 2010 20:41:00 -0700

Special like a UPS package,

love so strong like the universe expanded,

similes and metaphors that made you have to wonder,

I’m cupid’s son so let it all begin,

ridiculous miracle right under my skin,

sensation inevitable for just another scene,

not another fling but an epidemic scheme,

eye opened wide but asleep for another dream,

never wanna wake up,

fingers crossed and locked,

there for each other, admire one another,

never fail to give a pleasure,

trust me, trust you, you won’t have to measure,

sentimental value not just another treasure,

the best in the sea captured,

now i am a winner,

koz this love story will never go thinner,

Untitled3

Wed, 31 Mar 2010 20:06:48 -0700

Mere passion meets love and attraction,

A fate that brought two worlds together for a mission,

Reveal the truth and let him be gone,

Love heats up stronger than a thousand suns,

Yearned for a girl like you for more than a decade,

Naive as i can be, still hopes this would never fade,

Never-ending feeling motivates Love’s crusade,

Nightly sweet romantic themes are in the air,

Isolate the hate, and let the love flair,

Cast cupid’s dust for a better picture,

Ocean’s breeze completes the endeavor,

Leave my soul warmer as you come closer,

Engrave your name on my heart’s scripture,

Then a twist of plot for the next chapter,

Establishes a scene for a happily ever after,

Part of the plan is to cherish where it all began,

Optimistic to be part of your equation

Redeem any obstacles for any situation

All of this accomplished if i was your man,

Not Another Love Poem

Sun, 21 Mar 2010 21:13:53 -0700

just another summer breeze,

as the lovely winter leaves,

spring into action,

fall back in motion,

love persistent like the waves in the ocean,

gazed into her eyes saw a beautiful person,

walked pass by for a picture perfect moment,

gentle wind blew her hair for an instant,

she’s probably running late for a class event,

bumped into each other in an accident,

i asked her ‘how are you’

as she spoke with a cute girl’s accent

‘im ok, you?’

‘im ok too.’

which was all a lie,

the fact im hypervenilating when i first saw you,

spoke so sweetly topped with strawberries and cream,

caught into a day dream,

the sound of an opening ding,

first round, one step: buy her a ring

skip all around the chapter,

end up with a happily ever after,

snapped back to reality,

sadly, that wasn’t the case,

it couldn’t happen that easy

though excited to see her day by day,

tried to get my game right play by play,

though it was a great moment,

she was really running late,

late for a date,

a date with a perfect guy who awaits…