Yesterday
I’m sitting down thinking back.
Knowing the past was the past.
And my chances had passed.
Feeling crushed it didn’t last.
Even though we had our blast, the trust has been long gone.
It was wrong to be thinking that forever is a must.
Focused on putting myself back together stitch by stitch.
All I need is a time to heal.
After a long free fall in this Lover’s ditch.
Life has presented the greatest risk.
I took it, then ended with that final kiss.
Huddled up together from dusk ‘til dawn.
Relaxing looking at the sun rise ‘til it sets.
Is one of my favorite memory that could never be drawn.
Plans had changed since then.
Been sitting at the lawn all alone.
It’s a mess but I’m blessed.
always being at the back of my mind is bitter sweet.
Looking for the next puzzle to complete.
It’s insane how I gained another pain.
I can’t wait for the day where I stopped loving you.
The day where I don’t even remember your name.
The day where I found someone else who’s always been true.
I just can’t wait for the day where yesterday is something I can look pass again.
That moment that I can forget about your existence.
But those odds keeps lessen,
for every second of everyday I’ll be thinking…
After all the bullshit exceeded,
After all that we’ve been through,
You were the life I never knew I needed. ‘Til the day that I lost you.
