Mistakes
The darkest cloud comes to hang over me,
sudden stop of heartbeat as it flatlined,
if your love was my only source of air I wouldn’t survive,
watching every scenes wither away,
memories’ vividness turned into gray,
pathetic to be thinking of you everyday,
in these four walls im trapped in feeling blue,
moved on to a greater life that im jealous of is child’s play,
despite the fact i miss everything about you,
i have to move one as much to my dismay,
looking forward in the future with you has desolate,
hopeless, cold, and alone is my upcoming fate,
holding you for the last time would be great,
touching your lips to mine would cause the hate to deflate,
but all of those seems so distant from the choice that youve create,
i love you and i miss you for the last time i say it loud,
what we had was the only mistake I’m proud of,
you’ll always be apart of me i solemnly vowed,