Lonely
“Lonely”
Everybody’s being in a relationship
no matter where I go,
Am I some type of glitch?
Soaking it all in behind closed doors,
in your eyes im full of joy,
loneliness plays me like I’m a toy,
boy, this shit is crazy
dont have anyone,
sometimes i pretend to be,
people act so differently towards me,
Yall dont even know me,
why you acting so shady,
atleast give the decency to get to know
then probably we can work it out,
but no matter what for now
im dealing with the bullshit on my own,
the past is the past and that’s what I’ve been trying to show,
especially now that i have grown,
it’s my time to shine and let myself unwind,
but i cant do it without anyone on my side,
someone to push me to my limit
someone to guide me towards my goal so i could see it,
and to help me about myself,
to believe in it,
i just want someone to hold,
give someone a gold,
or a friend that could never be sold,
the worst part of being by myself is being talked about,
i just want a friend! and im proud to say that out,
i want a woman who will yell at me for just being loud,
i need love, that’s why im writing a poem for me to make sense,
dark and cold, the feelings i get when I’m tense,
all i wanted is a chance,
every damn day just getting more emotional,
people change and I’m one of the evidence,
if youre still skeptical,
then leave me and be gone,
im so used to it,
numbed by the great karma’s trance,
dazed and confused on when will I die,
it really feels like i already did…inside,
but atleast for now I ask all of you why,
